What's The Big Deal???

Back in Singapore last Thursday, and for good this time... Can't really believed that two years had gone just like that. Once again, I was having so much mixed feeling upon leaving Brisbane; just can't help it anyway. But meanwhile, I hope to meet up with my "kakis" soon, and to look for a job subsequently. The only hurdle is the fear on the release of my final exam result next week, which is something that I don't wish to think about right now as I just want to relax and enjoy my holiday as much as possible...

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I had an arguement with my 2nd sister earlier on, and I'm mad with her as well as my niece (daughter of my 1st sister)... The story actually goes this way: My niece is now working at a job agency. After having dinner at Bishan Junction 8 last night, she asked me to send her my resume but indicated not to scan my academic result into my resume. I told her that I'd already converted my academic result into word document which is pasted together with my resume, but apparently she doesn't really understand what I meant. Subsequently I showed the actual thing to her when we got home. Prior to that, my niece told me that her boyfriend is planning to study at the university I attended next year. So I told her to ask her boyfriend to go through the education agency that provided me with all the necessary application and services. My niece then called her boyfriend and asked me to speak to him about it. But don't know what happened that the background was so noisy while speaking to her boyfriend that he couldn't hear what I was saying. So I then told my niece that I'll pass her the necessary details to be passed to her boyfriend...

Then later this afternoon, my 2nd sister told me that my niece whinged about me being impatient by interrupting her before she could finish telling me about the resume thingy, and criticised that I have attitude problem that will cause difficulties for me to find a job. My 2nd sister also told me that my niece's boyfriend claimed that I was slurring while talking to him over the phone, and my niece told him that I always speak this way or probably I have spoken too much Aussie accent that he couldn't understand. The fact is if my niece's boyfriend really couldn't hear what I said over the phone, how could he possibly tell that I was slurring? Anyway, I know my 2nd sister well that sometimes what she gossiped about is only partly true because she normally didn't get the whole story across. So I then told my sister that if that's really the case, then I won't get involved with anything regarding my niece in future. But instead of stopping the conversation, she continued to criticise that I couldn't take criticism. During the conversation, my laptop gone "crazy" at the same time by shutting down automatically, and despite switching on and on again several times the stupid laptop just shut down before even loading windows. I was so pissed that I told my sister to shut up as she's always not getting the real story and simply just like to gossip around and I refused to speak to her after that. Subsequently, she left the house to run some errand and I had to tell my mom what's going on in order to let go of all my frustration. Thank God that my mom is understanding about the situation and she managed to calm me down.

By the way if what my 2nd sister said is true, then I won't bother to send my resume to my niece in helping me to find a job. In fact no one actually likes to find a job through job agency given the fact that your montly salary will be lesser than expected due to agency's commissions. My niece may thinks that her job is very "high class", but for me I really won't give a damn about it...

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~~ Mood Swing ~~

I'm having sleeping disorder again... Why does it always happen during exam period??? +o(

I only have 2 exam papers this time round but it just seems like there's so much stuff to study for!!! :S

Feeling so much of anxiety and uncertainty. Really can't wait for this dreadful exam period to be over soon... 8oI