Choice and Decision

It has been quite a while since my last post... Was having lots of mixed feeling for the past two weeks; happy, sad, confused, determined, etc. I was feeling anxious and confused with my last minute decision to return to Singapore, but when I alighted from the plane I was delighted with the feeling of being able to spend time with my family members and friends. I knew that this decision was made without regret...

Though my stay in Singapore was short, I managed to catch up with some of my polytechnic classmates for KTV and mahjong sessions... In addition, I got the chance to really compare Brisbane and Singapore, for example: groceries from the supermarket, cost of dining out, etc. But there are actually pros and cons in many aspects so I can't really say exactly which is the best place to stay in...

On the day of my flight back to Brisbane, I was once again filled with anxieties and confusions... It wasn't because I regretted going overseas, but whether was it the right choice for me after all. Though I departed the airport with sadness, I know very well in my heart that this was the path that I have chosen and so no matter how far away the destination may be, I must continue to keep walking...

For the next few days after I came back to Brisbane I was busy dealing with my next assignment which will be due in 3 weeks time, and I noticed that I have been putting in more effort than I did for my previous assignment... Probably it was because I'm really determined to do well for it, even though I did well also for my previous assignment. I guess life is also about making choices and decisions, like whether or not to motivate yourself to go one step further...

Till the next time, bye!